这篇是写得挺差的~~~ 哎......
(55)14 February 1991 (Sunny Day)
Happy 6th Wedding Anniversary for us today! Times flied by very quickly again, and we were married for 6 years already! Wow, isn’t that is amazing?
But unfortunately for us, Ryan’s health has been getting worse and worse since the beginning of the year and we didn’t have any celebration this year.All I hope is that he can celebrate the anniversary with me healthily next year.Basically we have spent most of our times at home together.
He seemed to be very tired for the past few weeks, and he didn’t consume enough food once again.Recently I also noticed that he got severe vomiting after meal, and I have decided to thoroughly cook the food in order to help him to eat.He laughed and said that he is like an old-age
person now.
I told him that I will do whatever I can to help him to eat and regain his energy, and he gave me an appreciated look.At night, Ryan quietly took out the family album and he told me that I will feel lonely when Laurina grows up in the future.I told him I will not feel lonely because I have him, and he shook his head and said that it is impossible.
I told him a while later that we may have another child if you feel that I will become lonely in the future.He looked at me seriously and said “No kidding, Kiki….. I am so tired now, and I would like to sleep…. Good night, my dear…”
I think I have to do something quick in order to make my wish comes true!
21 February 1991 (Sunny Day)
I think I have developed an eating disorder lately.Similar to Ryan, I have simply lost my interest on food.I don’t seem to have appetite to eat whenever I cook food, and it may be because of seeing the terrible reactions of Ryan after meal everyday.I found that most of my clothes are very loose right now.I can see that Ryan has noticed my possible development of an eating disorder too, and he often looked at me in great worries.
I have been trying very hard to think about getting pregnant again lately, and I think I have an idea of how to lure him up.Haha….. Hopefully I will be successful tonight….
I pretended to be very careless on Ryan and Laurina throughout the day, and Ryan came to me this evening and asked if I was ok or not.I told him I was ok, but he gave me a suspicious look again.I then told him I was sleepy, and I would like to go to bed.He said that he would like to have a rest too, and both of us went back to our bedroom together.When I saw him lying in bed, I quietly came to his side and remove his clothes.Ryan gave me a shocking look, and he said “Kiki…… What are you trying to do with me now?”I told him about my plan a minute later, and of course, he can’t get away from my control.
As I am running out of time, I really hope that this outcome will be good~~~
好可怜的RYAN和KIKI哦~~~ 哭死!
(56)8 March 1991 (Sunny Day)
This morning I went to the hospital with Ryan for another check up again.When Ryan finished with the checkup, I saw that Dr Wang gave me a very disappointed look.I talked to him for a few minutes, and he said that Ryan’s health was getting very poor lately and he is afraid that Ryan will be spending a lot of his times to combat the pain on his stomach in the near future.He asked me to closely monitor Ryan’s health, and if he is too painful, bring him to the hospital for an injection of the medicine to ease off his pain.
When I heard of Dr Wang’s comments, I knew that Ryan is approaching his final stage of his life for sure.He also told me that if I have any doubts on Ryan’s health, he is willing to come over to our home to take a look at him.I thanked him very graciously and I told him that I will be brave to face it with Ryan.
From now on, I will treasure my every minute with him!!!
15 March 1991 (Sunny Day)
Ryan and I were acted like twins lately, and we have spent the majority of times with each other very much since the checkup.He laughed at me frequently for the past few days as I kept on sticking to him from early morning to late evening.He said that I was acted like a little girl, and I told him I can’t waste any single moment to be with him.He touched my face gently and said “Kiki, I am so happy to have you for the past few years….You know what, meeting and knowing you is such a wonderful thing for me…. When I was young, I always dreamed of having a girlfriend with an angel appearance like you…I hope that my angel can pull me off from my lonely world!So I guess when I saved you at the road a few years ago, I told myself that you are the one that I am waiting for…. And finally my angel has appeared! Originally I felt very bad as I didn’t have a chance to speak to you and get your contact number…. But I am so grateful that I did have another chance to meet you at the beach…. Haaaa…..If I didn’t show up at the beach, I really don’t know our fate is still the same or not….”
I kissed him gently on his cheek and said “Ryan, getting married with you is also the most wonderful thing happened to me too….Actually I fell in love with you on my first sight, but I was just too shy to ask you on your contact number….But I am so glad that we did have fate to meet again….. If I didn’t get married with you, I don’t think I will recognize that life can be so enjoyable! Ryan, thank you so much for bringing me all the love and care!”
Ryan hugged me very tightly and said “Kiki, I love you forever….. forever……. forever....... I will never ever forget your face and smile….”
Me too, Ryan…. How can I forget about your tenderness as well…. 555555555
这个就是我挣扎了好久的Chapters来的~~~
(57)21 March 1991 (Sunny Day)
For the past few days, Ryan was spending the majority of his times on bed.I can clearly see that his stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and that means his health must be very poor now.I also noticed that he was trying to sustain the pain throughout the day, and he sweated quite heavily afterwards.I cried in front of him a few times and said “Ryan, can I bring you to the hospital now? I don’t want to see you suffer that much pain… Why don’t we inject some medicine there?”He refused immediately and said “No, I don’t want to go to the hospital… I want to spend my birthday at home! It is just a few days away…. I am fine, Kiki…. Don’t worry about me….”
If god can listen to my wish, I hope I can share the pain together with him….
25 March 1991 (Sunny Day)
This afternoon, I called up Clara to invite them to come over to my place for Ryan’s birthday tomorrow.Clara said that she hasn’t seen Ryan for quite some time now, and she will definitely attend the party tomorrow night.She also asked me on Ryan’s health currently, and I told her that Ryan’s condition was getting very bad for the past few weeks.In addition, he cannot walk properly for the past few days.
I stopped for a while as soon as I finished my words, and suddenly Clara asked me to calm down and control my emotion.She was afraid that I will have another emotional breakdown, and before we hanged up our phones, she said that she will talk to me in detail tomorrow night.
26 March 1991 (Sunny Day) – Part I
Today was my unforgettable day in which I have experienced two things on the same day which made me so happy & sad…The first thing that I have experienced was: Today is Ryan’s 30th Birthday!Hurray!I am so glad to see that he is entering this important age group today.I hope that he will be healthy from now on, so that I can celebrate his birthday every year.
This morning Ryan woke up very early in the morning, and then he woke me up and said “Kiki, I want to have a walk in the park now… Do you want to come with me?”I nodded my head and said “Morning, my dear… Oh, Happy Birthday to you, Ryan! Of course I want to come with you…. Just give me a few minutes to wash up….”When we went to the park, he held my hands tightly and said “Kiki, my legs are so sore and lack of energy now… So I guess you have to watch me out…”When I stared at him under the sun, I noticed that his face has been getting browner lately.I hope that he would be all-right…..
When we returned home a moment later, he told me that he would like to take another short nap.I said “Ryan, we just got up an hour ago…. Are you sure you want to take a nap again?”He nodded his head and said “Yes, I have become so tired for the past few days…. And I am sleepy now too….”Before he went to bed, he told me that he will try to get up to have lunch with me and then we can go to school to pick up Laurina together.
水平低的很呀~~~
(58)26 March 1991 (Sunny Day) – Part II
At noon time, I woke up Ryan for our lunch, but then he said “Kiki, I don’t want to eat…. All I want to do now is sleeping….”I found that Ryan was acting strange for the whole morning, but I saw that he was looking very tired indeed and I have decided not to wake him up.
When I was prepared to go out to pick up Laurina from school, I saw that Ryan was still sleeping and I whispered to him “Ryan, I am going out to pick up Laurina from school now…. Do you want to come with me???Otherwise you won’t be able to sleep well tonight…..”He slowly opened his eyes and said “Laurina?Who is she?I don’t know this person at all…..”I was very scared and said “Ryan….What are you talking about???Laurina is our daughter…. Please don’t joke with me!”I was frustrated on his comments, and I went out from the bedroom immediately.When I left home, I saw that he was still thinking very hard on his previous question.
When Laurina and I returned home 20 minutes later, I asked Laurina to take out her homework and worked on it.Then I went to the kitchen to prepare for the food tonight.Then I saw that Ryan went out from the bedroom and played with Laurina.How come he has acted so strange today?
I was too busy to prepare the food in the next few hours, but then Laurina suddenly dropped by to the kitchen and said “Mommy, how come daddy is so different today?He told me to be a good girl and listens to you in one minute, but then he asked “Who am I” in the next minute?”I found that Ryan must be having some problems, and I went to the bedroom to take a look at him again.I saw that he was sleeping on the bed, and I woke him up and said “Ryan, what’s wrong with you today?How come you slept so much since this morning?”He then said “Kiki, I am all-right….I would like to take some more rest and can you please wake me up when the party starts tonight, ok?”
Clara and Tom were late tonight, and when they arrived at my home, it was already at 7:30pm.When they saw Ryan, both of them said “Oh my god, Ryan…. How come you lost so much weight for the past few weeks?Are you all-right?”Ryan slowly nodded his head and said “I am all-right….. Don’t worry…. Tom, can I chat with you for a while when we finished dinner?”Tom said “Sure, Ryan….”
During dinner, I saw that Ryan was having a really hard time to eat.He seemed to lose his appetite again, and tonight, he was having hard time to swallow food.I saw that he was coughing quite heavily too, and I went to the kitchen to give him some warm water to drink.When Tom finished the dinner, he went to the den together with Ryan.
kk Let me cry for a while
How unfortunately Ryan and Kiki !
I use a long time to read the story .
From they knowing and loving each other ,they are so hard to get together.
Finally, they are getting married.
Seeing they are so happy in the daily life ,I really feel very happy too.
But why Ryan got the CANCER?
I can't believe that
Seeing the chapter 58,I have somequestions.
what's wrong with Ryan ?
why he did't remember Laurina? Forgeting his memory?
And what's wrong with kiki ? why she feel uncomfortable?
They are so many answer I want to konw.
I hope the chapter 59 will let me know the answer
my pool english
I hopw you can understand my meaning
[ Last edited by angeline1314 on 2005-7-1 at 21:02 ] 楼主真是有够厉害 竟然能写出英文版 小妹实在是佩服佩服 这个....... 楼上的MM你不要说我厉害哦..... 我的水平可真是很低的说~~~ ...............................
英文的说，无语，作者也太厉害了吧~！
别说写了，让我看我也未必看得懂~！佩服~！ 恩恩,很简单的英文,偶最先以为看不懂的说,因为曾经看过HARRY POTTER的英文同人,还边查词典边看,很丢脸...这篇蛮浅显的^^比较适合偶看
不过偶的阅读速度实在太慢了,泪...看这么久才看完...
抱抱LZ,辛苦了~~~不过估计泥敲中文比敲英文辛苦吧? 原帖由 17 于 2006-1-30 20:43 发表
恩恩,很简单的英文,偶最先以为看不懂的说,因为曾经看过HARRY POTTER的英文同人,还边查词典边看,很丢脸...这篇蛮浅显的^^比较适合偶看
不过偶的阅读速度实在太慢了,泪...看这么久才看完...
抱抱LZ,辛苦了~~~不过 ...
对哦, 我的这篇文的确是不难的哦~
你说得对, 我要是考中文肯定会不合格的说..... 哎... MM呀, 你是否在我鲜网留言的那位哦? 我是想告诉你我很快就要关专栏的说~~~